May 2012
7 posts
What a night for a dance, you know I’m a dancing machine With a fire in my bones and the sweet taste of kerosene I get lost in the night so high I don’t want to come down To face the loss of the good thing that I’ve found In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name With the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if...
I guess this is what I asked for. To sit motionless in this tidal wave of repeated emotions. It’s the never ending cycle that I just can’t seem to steer away from. My mind and my heart are on two different paths both going at full speed. My body will be wish-boned, pulled apart by two separate identities both wishing for different things. Although it is hard for me to tell which part...
April 2012
1 post
And I’ll wait because that is what I’m good at. It’s a never ending cycle that I have become all too familiar with. I was hoping with this celibate mind I could change something. I feel more comfortable re-dating past jerks than try with new guys who could have the potential to be the right match for me. “Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different...
February 2012
1 post
January 2012
33 posts
“I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second...”
– Banksy (via lavenderparty)
December 2011
19 posts
I have wasted thousands and thousands of kisses on you - kisses that I thought were special because of your lips and your smile and all your color and life. I used to think that was the real you, when you smiled. But now I know you don’t mean any of it. You just save it for all your songs. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight.
My heart hurts because it knows you’re going to break it.. again. My mind is clear because it needs not work, it’s done this many times before. And my eyes are so deceiving because they see yours and pretend like they have changed.
-ecrashh.
